unwanted

if someone tells you, "i miss you"... it means he/she wants to be with you again for quite some time... or maybe, it's one way of saying "i like you" or "i love you"...

and if that's the case, does that mean only a few number people wants to have time for them and be with them? or maybe none at all... nobody loves me at all?

tsk...
lately, i feel so emo... (gosh, i hate emo...coz i think it's so gay to be emo... and now what...)
i feel so invisible... so unwanted...

*sigh*

do i need to change myself again?
do i have to find new company? new friends to laugh and cry with?

then what's next? i'd feel the same old feeling again?!

why does it always have to be like this?



...

then, i'll be a nobody again... a crap...

alone... :C