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Welcome to my life - Simple Plan

Do you ever feel like breaking down?
Do you ever feel out of place?
Like somehow you just don't belong
And no one understands you
Do you ever wanna run away?
Do you lock yourself in your room?
With the radio on turned up so loud
That no one hears you screaming

No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels all right
You don't know what it's like
To be like me

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life

Do you wanna be somebody else?
Are you sick of feeling so left out?
Are you desperate to find something more?
Before your life is over
Are you stuck inside a world you hate?
Are you sick of everyone around?
With their big fake smiles and stupid lies
While deep inside you're bleeding

No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels all right
You don't know what it's like
To be like me

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life

No one ever lied straight to your face
And no one ever stabbed you in the back
You might think I'm happy but I'm not gonna be okay
Everybody always gave you what you wanted
You never had to work it was always there
You don't know what it's like, what it's like

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like (what it's like)

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life
Welcome to my life
Welcome to my life

Anyone...

Can anyone see me?
Is there anyone who cares?
Is there anyone?
Is there?

Can anyone feel me?
Is there anyone who needs me?
Is there anyone?
Is there?

Can anyone hear me?
Is there anyone who would listen?
Is there anyone?
Is there?

Can you read me?
Can you see me?
Can you feel me?
Can you hear me?



~from my old rotten blog... my world

nowhere

Where shall we lead each other?
if both of us are hurting...

Why does silence seem to be so endless?
Does this mean we feel the same?
waiting for someone else's help...
wanting for other's love...

Why can't we be just be ourselves?

Why can't we work on it... together?

joy, peace, trust...


Stupid questions keep on coming...
can't find any answers...

wish silence could speak for us...


still hoping for the best for both of us...
together... or apart...

unwanted

if someone tells you, "i miss you"... it means he/she wants to be with you again for quite some time... or maybe, it's one way of saying "i like you" or "i love you"...

and if that's the case, does that mean only a few number people wants to have time for them and be with them? or maybe none at all... nobody loves me at all?

tsk...
lately, i feel so emo... (gosh, i hate emo...coz i think it's so gay to be emo... and now what...)
i feel so invisible... so unwanted...

*sigh*

do i need to change myself again?
do i have to find new company? new friends to laugh and cry with?

then what's next? i'd feel the same old feeling again?!

why does it always have to be like this?



...

then, i'll be a nobody again... a crap...

alone... :C

New Design by Thousand Foot Krutch

Wait, I might hesitate, am I a minute too late? Please Lord, I need to know. This pressure's
got me letting go. If I'm wrong, will I still carry on and end up where I belong? I've never
felt this way before. I've never come so close, I've never worn so thin. I'm steeping out
instead of closing in. I left myself behind when I made up my mind. No turning back this time,
this is my new design.

Sometimes, I feel so alone, it feels like I'm standing out here on my own, and I've never felt
so far from home. It's coming on, it hits me when I step outside my zone. Cause sometimes, I
feel so alone, it feels like I'm standing out here on my own, and I've never felt so far from
home. It's coming on, it hits me when I step outside my zone.

I see what you're doing to me, could have been you so easily, but you look the other way. Even
thought we were close the other day, and I'm still tryin to get up this hill. I need you just
like a pill, and I've never felt this way before.

Sometimes, I feel so alone, it feels like I'm standing out here on my own, and I've never felt
so far from home. It's coming on, it hits me when I step outside my zone. Cause sometimes, I
feel so alone, it feels like I'm standing out here on my own, and I've never felt so far from
home. It's coming on, it hits me when I step outside my zone.

Do ya get the feeling everything will be alright? I'm moving, so pleased to meet you, but I'm
movin on, tried to pass it to another, but it's comin on. I can't wait to find out, break me, I
can't seem to climb out of this hole. I'm stuck again, if I'm not out in a minute, I'm jumpin
in. Let's start again, I'm sick of this, let's just get it out. Are ya feelin it? Move back, ya
wanna feel how real it is? Let's just get it out. Are ya feelin it? Move back, ya wanna feel
how real it is?

Sometimes, I feel so alone, it feels like I'm standing out here on my own, and I've never felt
so far from home. It's coming on, it hits me when I step outside my zone. Cause sometimes, I
feel so alone, it feels like I'm standing out here on my own, and I've never felt so far from
home. It's coming on, it hits me when I step outside my zone.

I choose YOU!!!

I have a new name nga pala...

DEBISAUR

oh di ba parang Pokemon lang...
si orly ang may sala...
kamukha ko daw yung Pokemon na may sibuyas sa likod... hai.
at wala naman akong magawa...

si ate kiki naman tuwang tuwa sa bago kong name... hai ulet.

at mag-eevolve pa daw ako into

DEBISAURIA

kamusta naman yun...

hehe...

ano daw kasunod sabi ni teng...

oh teng eto na...

hai... tsk. buti na lang mahilig ako sa color green at blue...

:)

Quotable Quotes from Dramafest '08

June 2 - June 4, 2008 - Dramafest '08. Hotdog. Pepe. Coffee

Here are some quotable quotes from Dramafest '08 in ramdom order:

Tumatalon na Hotdog:
1. "I love you, daddy! you love me daddy!" - Sandra [anggoy]
2. "So, mahal mo na ganun?!" - Meann
3. "Hirayamanawari... hirayamanawari..." - Sandra [khaxoi]
4. "Maling male...!" - Tropa 1 [kuya tay]
5. "kasi naman... Dude!" - Charlie [marron]
6. "According to this book... I'm the dyosa!" - Polly [aki]
7. "Barag man o hinde... mahal na mahal kita Sandra..." - Blue
8. "Anak, pumapayat ka na... gumising ka na Sandra..." - Daddy [kuya Feb]
9. "Kung maganda ka, anong tawag sa'ken? Super ganda..." - Shiela [Nikka]
10. "Dubai plus English, more fun!" - Shiela [Nikka]

Pepe, Paano Ka:
1. "Magandang umaga sa inyo!" - Onit [Romary]
2. "Heller mga fifel! Magbigay daan sa mga dyosa..." - Andrea [Orly]
3. "Annie, anak, matulog ka na... *tooot*" - Onit [Romary]
4. "Eeiich, mga papa... tayo nang kumeme... doonchimas... sa bulaysung namen..." - Onit
5. "Tumahimik ka nga dyan! Baklang bisakol!" - Mark [Henry]
6. "IBALIK MO YAAAAANNN!!!!" - Annie Monster [Angie]
7. "Ang pangeeeett mo!!" - Tatlong Bakla [Orly, Toni, Jethro]
8. "Sir, it's Andrea... Duleng!" - Andrea [Orly]
9. "Opo nanay!" - Toni [Chrish]
10. "DVD daw! DVD daw!" - Onit [Romary]

Coffee, I miss you:
1. "This place is so barbaric!" - Amerie [France]
2. "My 1 Million Peso shoes ko!" - Amerie [France}
3. "Ano bang magmahalaga sa'yo? yang shoes mo o yung friend naten?" - Jethro
4. "Strawberry frappe!" - L.A. [Ruph]
5. "dirty bastard..." - L.A. [Kath}
6. "Alagaan mo yan, mayaman yan..." - [kamole]


to be continued... sorry naman...

10 random facts. tagged by bibi

10 super random facts about me..

Rules :
1. Each blogger starts with ten random facts/habits about himself/herself.
2. Bloggers tagged need to write ten things and post the rules.
3.At the end of the blog, you need to choose ten people you're going to tag and list their names.
4. Don't forget to comment to their site that they're tagged.

****************
FACT 1:
i am super emo... though i hate emo coz it's so gay... i am emo... at times. seem so strong but very, very fragile...
FACT 2:
i love gadgets... how i wish i can afford to have the latest and the coolest gadgets in town. 
FACT 3:
i love shoes... especially chucks. in fact, i have 5 pairs of different colors and styles. if only i have the bucks to get lots of 'em...
FACT 4:
i hate mayonnaise. i don't like mayos on sandwiches... it makes me puke...
FACT 5:
i love small group bondings. a group of 3 or 4 persons, enough to enjoy each other's company with no dull moments...
FACT 6:
i can sleep anywhere, anytime. i can even sleep while standing. minsan mantika ako matulog pag tinatamad... kung san ako abutin ng antok, dun ako makakatulog...
FACT 7:
i am nocturnal. i am more active at night. wala lang... mas productive ako sa gabi...
FACT 8:
i love surprises... i love surprising other people... :)
FACT 9:
i don't like drinking alcohol 'coz i lose myself whenever i do.
FACT 10:
i am OC, at times... obsessive compulsive... i like getting things done perfectly detailed... pero kung minsan, kung hindi talaga uubra, hindi na lang...



Reason for posting: nainggit lang ako kay bibi... pinagbigyan ko lang... :)

10 persons:
1. kring
2. bryan
3. kuya harhar
4. kuya gin pao
5. kuya tonix
6. greg
7. cancan
8. ate saki
9. orange
10. xylem

Bomo / Bosay Experience...

June 7, 2008, 7:30pm - just arrived at LRT2 Recto Station... antagal nila.
I got 3 conversations thru SMS - J. Sebastian, Nico dela Pena and Angelica Buri...
few more minutes, si jethro na katxt ko kase antagal nila.
inom muna ng ube macapuno juice pampalamig ng ulo...

almost 8pm na... antagal talaga nila.
nakapila na ko sa ticket booth...
"8 tickets po"
"ilan? para sa 8 na tao?"
"opo"
"... bilangin mo muna kung tama..."
"sige manong..."

haaayyy...
boredom..
nagpaikot-ikot muna ako sa LRT2 station...


at ayun!
nakita ko na rin sila...
10 pips:
Jethro, Ralph, Henry, Angie, Anggoy, Ate Kiki, Kuya Marco, Ate Saki, Orly, Kuya Ja mes...

Napagalaman na 1st time pala ni Anggoy at Angie sa LRT2...

Ansakit ng kagat ni Kuya Ja mes... bumakat sa kanang braso ko...
si Ate saki din nangagat... hehe... gumanti naman ako syempre...

haaayy...
mejo boring na yung byahe... the usual kase... asaran, kulitan...

June 7, 2008, approximately 10pm - Arrival at Bosay Resort

Ang city pala pag nasa bundok ka, ang gandang tignan... andaming ilaw. :)

so Bosay na nga...

lagpag ng gamit sa cottage... tas ayun... SURPRISE!
"HAPPY BIRTHDAY KUYA CY!!!"
teary-eyed na gulat na gulat si kuya cy...
(sana sa birthday ko ganun din... hihi)

presentation na ng video... teary - eyed pa din sya...

mahaba yung video. nakakagutom.
Buti na lang nalowbat yung laptop, at nakakain na din...

may mga speech pa at iba pang eksena...

ayun... may shanghai, fried chicken at menudong bumubula... pero okay naman yung menudo...

...

then here comes the NOMO moment...

after kumain, nag-intro sila ng NOMO... El Hombre Tequila...

lahat sila uminom... ako lang hinde... hahahaha!!!

swimming muna...

ansakit ng paa ko. tama ba naman kaseng iwanan ang tsinelas...


at may NOMO session ulet...

isa-isa na silang nagkakatama...

una kong napansin na may tama, ang punong ngipin...
halos lahat kinagat... kaya ayun... nung nagkaroon ng chance, may apat na gumanti...

si cancan nakarami din...

nagsimula ang batuhan... eto na... gumugulo na..

natatakot na ko kay cancan... biglang nanghhug...

tapos si anggoy... "kuya, may lawet, may lawet?" hala... hahahahaha!!!

ayan na...

scary... pero hindi pa naman panic mode...


the rest is for us to know and for you to find out...


hindi kase kayo sumama eh... hahaha!!!

LOLZ!

ipakwento nyo na lang saken ng personal...

yun eh kung nasa mood akong magkwento... hahahahaha!!! bhelat! :P

Globelines Broadband

Kewl!!!

wahahaha!!!
after 50 jurassic years! nakapaginternet na ako ulet!

Garabe... sobrang saya ko... haaayyy....