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Saturday, November 15, 2008

PRENSTER!

pambihirang prenster yan!

di ko maview profile ng prends ko!

AMF!!!

iwanan na ang friendster!!!

boooo!!!!!

facebook na lang tska multiply!!!



hay...

Sunday, November 9, 2008

lugaw.

lugaw

lantang gulay.

pagod.

sobrang pagod,

Wednesday, October 22, 2008

feeling better now.

enough of emo thingys...

hehe...

masarap pala yung pakiramdam na masabi mo yung gusto mong sabihin...
yung sa isang hindi inaasahang pagkakataon, nasabi mo yung dapat matagal mo nang sinisigaw... kagaya kanina...

"oo, mahal ko..."

haha! grabe... ang sarap sa pakiramdam... kahit hindi ko sa kanya mismo sinabi yun... at last! naamin ko sa sarili ko na mahal ko talaga sya.

possible naman yung gantong set-up di ba?

hindi ako in love pero nagmamahal ako... gets?

hehe. hindi ko rin akalain na sa ganung paraan ako aamin... yung dati na pinaparamdam ko lang sa kanya... habang pinaninindigan ko yung quote na "actions speak louder than words". yung dati na pahapyaw ko lang sinasabi, sa dami ng paliguyligoy ko eh hindi ko din naman nasasabi... kaso may kulang... hindi ko kase sa kanya sinabi, kundi sa iba... na ASA namang maipaalam sa kanya... hehe. ganun pa man, maganda sa pakiramdam...

minsan sa buhay ko, nagpakatotoo ako.

hekhek.

"bilib nga ako sayo eh... naitago mo sya ng ganun katagal... oh di ba masarap sa pakiramdam..."

sa loob-loob ko... natatawa ako na natutuwa.

minsan sa buhay ko, hindi hinusgahan ang pakatao ko, at tinanggap ako...

(salamat sayo kaibigan, kahit nosebleed ka na kanina kakaenglish ko... pero madaya ka kase, hindi mo sinagot yung tanong ko... hmmpft!)



sa kabilang banda, tinanong ko din sarili ko...
mali kaya yung ginawa ko?
ano nga ba mas mahalaga: kung ano ang tama, o kung ano yung totoo?

sagot ko:
hinde.
baket?

"Grace can overcome righteousness..."

"Love can conquer all..."

haha!



I thank God for having you in my life... my OHANA...

masaya na ko ulet! :D
















pahabol pala. kaya hindi ko sya masabi ng derecho kase sayang ang friendship... :D

ayun... hehe


tska pala para sa'yo na tinamaan sa blog entry na to... text mo ko... di na ko emo, pramis...


Monday, October 20, 2008

mahalin ang iba.

when i love someone, i tend to forget myself... to be selfless in other words..

for my heart is only one.

pero sa isang banda, may part sa pagiging selfless na yun, nagiging selfish.

sobrang pag sstrive na mahalin ka din with the efforts you make, you'll get to a point na you're seeking for some attention, some care... some love. when that time comes, may tendency na isipin mo yung damdamin mo na lang... kase you'll get to pity yourself.

sabi nga ng isang kaibigan,
"gusto kong pumunta sa bangko,"

"baket?", sagot ko.

"magwwithdraw ako ng care and attention..."


hehe... sana ganun kadali yun di ba?



Saturday, October 18, 2008

debbiesaur

http://www.truefriendtest.com/friendtest/1613890

how well do you know me?

:)

it's in every season.

love.

hindi lang pang valentines yan...



hehe...

history repeats itself.

tama ba?


mahalin ang sarili. magmamahal ng iba. masasaktan. aalis. mamahalin ulit ang sarili. magmamahal ng iba. masasaktan. aalis. mamahalin ulit ang sarili. magmamahal ng iba. masasaktan. aalis...

may kulang sa sequence...

hindi ko alam kung ano.







~learning to love myself~


boxing.


it isn't always on the strength of the punches you make... but on how long you endure every strike. that makes you THE LAST MAN STANDING...



I can't love anyone...

and that hurts a lot...





don't ask.


introvert.



sorry di ako katulad mo...
.
.
.
.




~paranoia~

Saturday, September 27, 2008

magandang gising...

hai...

parang alarm ring tone...

a voice calling my mother's name woke me up...

surprisingly, that voice is from someone about 30ft away from me, yet is sounded as if i was just next to that person!

upon hearing it, dali-dali naman akong bumangon to check kung sya nga talaga yun...
aba akalain mong sya nga!

grabe... ganun ko ba talaga sya ka-mis para marinig ko boses nya...


ahai...

ingat na lang... :)

Friday, September 19, 2008

ako ay isang polar bear...

some people look up to me.
yung iba naman, mababa tingin saken.

okei lang yun...
wala akong pakelam. di naman kase close kaya okei lang.


hai.

andami kong pasakalye...
Tanong: baket?


hindi ko kase kayang sabihin ng derecho.

ganito na lang...

bahala ka na kung san mo gusto ilagay ang sarili mo. basahin mo na lang.


game... eto na...


hmmm...

pinipilit kong maging gawin ang mga bagay kahit labag sa kalooban ko kung minsan, dahil mahal kita. siguro, nakikita mo ko. pero wala kang pakelam. inaaway ko sarili ko kapag hindi ko nagagawa mga gusto mo. kapag naddisappoint kita. nagagalit ako sa sarili ko kapag may nasasabi ako na hindi nakagaan sa loob mo. gusto kong magkaroon ng konting puwang jan sa puso mo kaya nga pinipilit kong maging karapatdapat para sa puwang na yon. nagbabakasakali na makasingit sa napakaraming taong mahal mo. at hindi ako kasali sa mga yon. madalas nasasaktan ako. pero hindi ako makareklamo. kase nga, gusto kong maging parte ng masaya mong buhay. gusto ko ding maging masaya tulad mo.

ang kaso, hindi nga ako perpekto para magustuhan mo. tao din ako. nagkakamali. kaya sigurado akong hindi ako yung hinahanap mo. marami akong kapalpakan. at karamihan sa mga yon, nakita mo na. ang tanging magagawa ko lang eh sundin lahat ng pinapagawa mo saken. at kung kaya ko pa eh, maski yung mga hindi mo pinapagawa basta alam kong makakapagpangiti sayo, kahit korni, cheezy, at kung ano pang tawag dun... lahat ng kaya kong gawin, kahit yung hindi kaya, pipilitin kong gawin para lang jan sa maliit na espasyo sa puso mo.

ang maipapangako ko lang sa ngayon ay ang oras at effort ko. at kung anumang tawag sa mga binanggit ko kanina.

hangga't pwede, ayokong maglihim sayo. i want you to see THE REAL ME. eto lang talaga. hindi ko kase pwedeng sabihin ng direkta sayo. pag sinusubukan ko kase, nasa introduction palang ako, barado na kagad... natatameme na ko. (anu pa nga ba).

sa natatandaan ko, last year yon nung sinabi kong mahal kita. ang reply mo lang saken eh... "kei"... parang hindi ka naniniwala. sabi ko nga hindi ko sasabihin yon, unless i really mean it. concerned ako sa lahat ng concerned sayo. pati sa mga taong concerned ka.

inlab ba ko? hinde. nagmamahal, oo.

alam ko, hindi magtatagal, magkakahiwalay din tayo. pero sa ngayon, gusto kong magpretend na everything that happens now between us would be forever. hehe... parang questionable yung "between us" no?! :)

basta. sa ngayon, gagawin kong maging laging nandyan para sayo. pipilitin ko laging hindi umalis sa tabi mo, umulan man o umaraw. gagawin ko.

salamat nga pala sa lahat. pag nanghihina ako, tinutulungan mo kong bumangon. salamat dahil hindi mo ako pinagtatabuyan kahit pinagpipilitan ko sarili ko sayo. salamat kase hinahayaan mo akong makinig sa lahat ng mga sasabihin mo. salamat kase hinahayaan mo ako na makinig sa mga hinaing mo. salamat sa tiwala. kahit konte. o kung meron man... (umaasa pa rin ako na meron...)

ayun....

madami pa kong sasabihin... next time na lang ulet...
:D

~Let me hug you tight with silence~

Thursday, August 21, 2008

This Is Our God - Hillsong LYRICS

God-sent music lovers!
Hillsong Music Australia fans! (huh?! )

All musicians!

:D

Here are the lyrics of the songs included in the 2008 album of Hillsong Music Australia:


Your Name High

VERSE 1:
Your innocence forsaken
Upon that cross
You gave Yourself for us
Carried into Your freedom
Our broken past replaced in
A second chance
The chains have come undone
Death defied in the Father’s love

CHORUS:
We are living to make
Your Name high Jesus
Living to make Your Name high Jesus
You gave what the world couldn’t offer us
Say what they want
Say what they want
We are free

VERSE 2:
The atmosphere is changing
Oh can You hear
The people rising up
In the hope of Your freedom
Our former ways are breaking
We seek Your face
God let Your kingdom come
In our praises be lifted up

BRIDGE:
With eyes on high we praise You
And with one voice we come together
Our one desire to praise You
And lift You up in our surrender

Run

VERSE 1:
You were God from the outset
Powerful and creative
You who saw us here before You called
All the stars and the earth to existence

VERSE 2:
You are God You are holy
History is Your story
You who was and is
And who forever will be
God we live for Your glory

CHORUS 1:
So we will run
All together our hearts aflame
With a fire that can't be tamed
Our God all glory to Your Name
Jesus

VERSE 3:
You are God You are freedom
You're alive now within us
You who saw us here before
You conquered the grave
And delivered on the promise


CHORUS 2:
We will run
Our surrender to bring You fame
Our desire that You be praised
Our God all glory to Your Name
Jesus

Desert Song

VERSE 1:
This is my prayer in the desert
When all that’s within me feels dry
This is my prayer in my hunger and need
My God is the God who provides

VERSE 2:
This is my prayer in the fire
In weakness or trial or pain
There is a faith proved
Of more worth than gold
So refine me Lord through the flame

CHORUS:
I will bring praise
I will bring praise
No weapon formed against me shall remain
I will rejoice
I will declare
God is my victory and He is here

VERSE 3:
This is my prayer in the battle
When triumph is still on its way
I am a conqueror and co-heir with Christ
So firm on His promise I’ll stand

BRIDGE:
All of my life
In every season
You are still God
I have a reason to sing
I have a reason to worship

VERSE 4:
This is my prayer in the harvest
When favour and providence flow
I know I’m filled to be emptied again
The seed I’ve received I will sow

This Is Our God

VERSE 1:
Your grace is enough
More than I need
At Your word I will believe
I wait for You
Draw near again
Let Your Spirit make me new

CHORUS:
I will fall at Your feet
I will fall at Your feet
And I will worship You here

VERSE 2:
Your presence in me
Jesus light the way
By the power of Your word
I am restored
I am redeemed
By Your Spirit I am free

BRIDGE:
Freely You gave it all for us
Surrendered Your life upon that cross
Great is the love
Poured out for all
This is our God
Lifted on high from death to life
Forever our God is glorified
Servant and King
Rescued the world
This is our God

He Is Lord

Oh blessed Lamb once slain
Will reign for evermore
His hands once bound now save
Our God will never fail

He is Lord, He is Lord
Sings my soul, He is the Lord
And He lives, yes He lives
I’m alive, cause Jesus lives

‘Tis at the cross of Christ
Where earth and heaven meet
Where sin is overcome
To God the victory

And now
Let the earth resound with praise
For our Saviour God He reigns
He is high and lifted up
Arise
For the King of glory waits
He is coming back again
He is coming back again

High and Lifted Up

Lord of all the earth
And all of heaven
I come and seek Your face
Worship You with all I have within me
Humbled by Your grace

PRE CHORUS 1:
Every heart every nation
Every tribe all creation
Will bow before Your presence and sing

CHORUS:
You are high and lifted up
You are high and lifted up
And my soul sings hallelujah
To the Lamb
The Lamb of God

VERSE 2:
Lord of righteousness
You come in glory
Bright and morning star
All my days I’ll worship and adore You
Healer of my heart

PRE CHORUS 2:
Every prayer every cry
You alone satisfy
We will lift Your praise
Again and again

BRIDGE:
Majesty
Majesty
Jesus Lamb of God
Majesty
Majesty
Holy are You Lord

Stronger

VERSE 1:
There is Love
That came for us
Humbled to a sinner’s cross
You broke my shame and sinfulness
You rose again victorious

VERSE 2:
Faithfulness none can deny
Through the storm
And through the fire
There is truth that sets me free
Jesus Christ who lives in me

CHORUS:
You are stronger
You are stronger
Sin is broken
You have saved me
It is written
Christ is risen
Jesus You are Lord of all

VERSE 3:
No beginning and no end
You’re my hope and my defence
You came to seek and save the lost
You paid it all upon the cross

BRIDGE:
So let Your Name be lifted higher
Be lifted higher
Be lifted higher

Healer
You're my Healer

You hold my every moment
You calm my raging seas
You walk with me through fire
And heal all my disease

I trust in You
I trust in You

I believe You're my Healer
I believe You are all I need
I believe You're my Portion
I believe You're more than enough for me
Jesus You're all I need

My Healer, You're my Healer

Nothing is impossible for You
Nothing is impossible for You
Nothing is impossible for You
You hold my world in Your hands

You are Here

Same power that conquered the grave lives in me,
lives in me,
Your love that rescued the earth lives in me,
lives in me.

You sing

Same power that conquered the grave lives in me,
lives in me.
Your love that rescused the earth lives in me,
lives in me.

Lift it up


Same power that conquered the grave lives in me,
lives in me.
Your love that rescued the earth lives in me,
lives in me.

Same power that conquered the grave lives in me!, lives in me.
Your love that rescued the earth lives in me,
lives in meee...!.

Same power that conquered the grave lives in me!, lives in me,
Jesus Your love Your love that rescued the earth lives in me,
lives in me.

Same power that conquered the grave lives in me,
lives in me,
o Your love Your love that rescued the earth lives in me, lives in me!

You Deserve

What is this love given to us
That saved my life through selfless sacrifice
Although we fail the cross prevails
Forgiveness stands
You take me back again

You’ve shown me life
You’ve opened my eyes
So I give You my praise
Yeah I give You my all
You’ve shown me life
You’ve opened my eyes
To the truth that there’s no greater love

Now in the darkness God’s light shines
Christ forever glorified
So come on come on sing out to God
Now with all we’ve got
We live for You our God

Salvation’s strong in Christ alone
The Saviour King alone in victory
I step aside give You my life
For You to move do what You want to do

I can’t imagine a life without You without You
‘Cause it’s all for You
Yeah it’s all for You
God

Across the Earth

VERSE 1:
Across the earth
Your praises rise
We lift our voice
Call upon Your Name
You gave us hope
That never ends
In Christ alone
The victory remains

PRE CHORUS:
For You are great and mighty
Let the nations sing

CHORUS:
Your praise fills the heavens
For You have redeemed us
Our hope is in You alone
The cross has released us
To sing of Your freedom
By grace You make all things new

VERSE 2:
You came to us
To save our lives
The love of God
Was seen upon the cross
You rose again
The glory Yours
The highest praise
Belongs to You alone

BRIDGE:
Your kingdom reigns
Your kingdom reigns
Above all
Above all

Where We Belong

VERSE 1:
There is no height or depth
neither life nor death
That can take me from all that I find
Here now in Your glory Lord

VERSE 2:
No others powers or love
The things of now or to come
There's nothing on earth in this life
That could ever separate us Lord

PRE CHORUS:
Your love is never ending
To Your hands we surrender
Where all our sins are washed away
Your grace beyond reason
Has paid for our freedom
We're made alive in You

CHORUS:
We run to Your throne
Where we belong
Everyheart will sing
That Jesus is Lord
Casting all else aside
For the joy of our Christ
Let Your glory fall
Our hearts are filled with Your fire

Sing To The Lord
Righteous
Ruler of the heavens
Holy holy our God
Sovereign, Lord of all creation
Holy holy our God

Every tribe and tongue
Lift your voice as one
He is greatly to be praised

Sing to the Lord
Oh my soul
Let the heavens
Shout for joy
Great is our God
Great is our God

Nations come and
Bow before Him
Holy holy our God
Angels sing
Now and forever
Holy holy our God

The heavens shall declare
The glory of our great God

Jesus
Come let us adore Him
Holy holy our God

You'll Come

I have decided
I have resolved
To wait upon You Lord
My rock and Redeemer
Shield and reward
I’ll wait upon You Lord

As surely as the sun will rise
You’ll come to us
Certain as the dawn appears

You’ll come
Let Your glory fall as You respond to us
Spirit rain
Flood into our thirsty hearts again
You’ll come
You’ll come

We are not shaken
We are not moved
We wait upon You Lord
Mighty deliverer
Triumph and truth
We wait upon You Lord

As surely as the sun will rise
You’ll come to us
Certain as Your word endures

Chains be broken
Lives be healed
Eyes be opened
Christ is revealed

Turn Your Eyes Upon Jesus

Turn your eyes upon Jesus,
Look full in His wonderful face,
And the things of earth will grow strangely dim,
In the light of His glory and grace.

With Everything


VERSE 1:
Open our eyes
To see the things that make Your heart cry
To be the church that You would desire
Your light to be seen

VERSE 2:
Break down our pride
And all the walls we’ve built up inside
Our earthly crowns and all our desires
We lay at Your feet

PRE CHORUS:
Let hope rise
And darkness tremble
In Your holy light
That every eye will see
Jesus our God
Great and mighty to be praised

VERSE 3:
God of all days
Glorious in all of Your ways
Oh the majesty the wonder and grace
In the light of Your Name

CHORUS:
With everything
With everything
We will shout for Your glory
With everything
With everything
We will shout forth Your praise

CHORUS 2:
Our hearts they cry
Be glorified
Be lifted high above all names
For You our King
With everything
We will shout forth Your praise

Special thanks to the programmer who made the Lyrics Plugin for Windows Media Player 11.

Thursday, August 14, 2008

Truth hurts.

a lot...

and it breaks my heart whenever i get to know someone who would never listen to me.

no matter how hard i try.


truth hurts. reality bites.

with someone saying it in your face...

it aint that easy...

gotta be brave enough to hear it.

VERY BRAVE...



Saturday, July 26, 2008

Close to Hibernation

I've been longing for something lately...

but I'm missing anyone.

and i don't know why.






"I have so much love but nobody wants it..."

Thursday, July 3, 2008

What is Endosulfan?

What is endosulfan? Can endosulfan effect my health?
Endosulfan is a broad spectrum organochlorine insecticide/acaricide which is registered in Australia for the control of a large variety of insects and mites in crops. It is not registered for use in animal production. Endosulfan is highly toxic if sufficient exposure occurs by ingestion, skin contact, or inhalation. Lethal poisoning in humans has been reported after accidental or suicidal ingestion of endosulfan. The lowest reported dose that has resulted in death in
humans i s 35 mg/kg of bodyweight (equivalent to 2.4 grams for a 70 kg adult). Signs of poisoning reported in humans suggest the nervous system is mostly affected. Nausea, vomiting, dizziness, confusion, weakness, hyper-excitability, shortness of breath, decreased respiration, and fine tremors are suggestive of poisoning. Endosulfan is absorbed through
the lungs, skin and gastrointestinal tract. Following absorption, endosulfan (and its
metabolites) does not persist for long periods in the tissues or organs and passes relatively quickly from the body. Endosulfan is not considered to accumulate in the body unlike other organochlorine chemicals (such as DDT).

A number of cases of endosulfan poisoning have been reported in people spraying cotton and rice fields. The dermal route is assumed to be the primary route of exposure. About half the cases presented with convulsions and all cases recovered. Endosulfan is not considered to be carcinogenic or to adversely affect reproduction or foetal development. There is not any clinical evidence that endosulfan disrupts the hormonal system within the body. Endosulfan is not
considered to be an eye irritant or a skin sensitiser. However, it may cause skin irritation.

Wednesday, June 18, 2008

Pay Per Post

Bwahahahaha!!! I have 10 posts on my blog na!
Sana ma-approve...

Welcome to my life - Simple Plan

Do you ever feel like breaking down?
Do you ever feel out of place?
Like somehow you just don't belong
And no one understands you
Do you ever wanna run away?
Do you lock yourself in your room?
With the radio on turned up so loud
That no one hears you screaming

No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels all right
You don't know what it's like
To be like me

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life

Do you wanna be somebody else?
Are you sick of feeling so left out?
Are you desperate to find something more?
Before your life is over
Are you stuck inside a world you hate?
Are you sick of everyone around?
With their big fake smiles and stupid lies
While deep inside you're bleeding

No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels all right
You don't know what it's like
To be like me

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life

No one ever lied straight to your face
And no one ever stabbed you in the back
You might think I'm happy but I'm not gonna be okay
Everybody always gave you what you wanted
You never had to work it was always there
You don't know what it's like, what it's like

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like (what it's like)

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life
Welcome to my life
Welcome to my life

Tuesday, June 17, 2008

Anyone...

Can anyone see me?
Is there anyone who cares?
Is there anyone?
Is there?

Can anyone feel me?
Is there anyone who needs me?
Is there anyone?
Is there?

Can anyone hear me?
Is there anyone who would listen?
Is there anyone?
Is there?

Can you read me?
Can you see me?
Can you feel me?
Can you hear me?



~from my old rotten blog... my world

Monday, June 16, 2008

nowhere

Where shall we lead each other?
if both of us are hurting...

Why does silence seem to be so endless?
Does this mean we feel the same?
waiting for someone else's help...
wanting for other's love...

Why can't we be just be ourselves?

Why can't we work on it... together?

joy, peace, trust...


Stupid questions keep on coming...
can't find any answers...

wish silence could speak for us...


still hoping for the best for both of us...
together... or apart...



Sunday, June 15, 2008

unwanted

if someone tells you, "i miss you"... it means he/she wants to be with you again for quite some time... or maybe, it's one way of saying "i like you" or "i love you"...

and if that's the case, does that mean only a few number people wants to have time for them and be with them? or maybe none at all... nobody loves me at all?

tsk...
lately, i feel so emo... (gosh, i hate emo...coz i think it's so gay to be emo... and now what...)
i feel so invisible... so unwanted...

*sigh*

do i need to change myself again?
do i have to find new company? new friends to laugh and cry with?

then what's next? i'd feel the same old feeling again?!

why does it always have to be like this?



...

then, i'll be a nobody again... a crap...

alone... :C

Tuesday, June 10, 2008

New Design by Thousand Foot Krutch

Wait, I might hesitate, am I a minute too late? Please Lord, I need to know. This pressure's
got me letting go. If I'm wrong, will I still carry on and end up where I belong? I've never
felt this way before. I've never come so close, I've never worn so thin. I'm steeping out
instead of closing in. I left myself behind when I made up my mind. No turning back this time,
this is my new design.

Sometimes, I feel so alone, it feels like I'm standing out here on my own, and I've never felt
so far from home. It's coming on, it hits me when I step outside my zone. Cause sometimes, I
feel so alone, it feels like I'm standing out here on my own, and I've never felt so far from
home. It's coming on, it hits me when I step outside my zone.

I see what you're doing to me, could have been you so easily, but you look the other way. Even
thought we were close the other day, and I'm still tryin to get up this hill. I need you just
like a pill, and I've never felt this way before.

Sometimes, I feel so alone, it feels like I'm standing out here on my own, and I've never felt
so far from home. It's coming on, it hits me when I step outside my zone. Cause sometimes, I
feel so alone, it feels like I'm standing out here on my own, and I've never felt so far from
home. It's coming on, it hits me when I step outside my zone.

Do ya get the feeling everything will be alright? I'm moving, so pleased to meet you, but I'm
movin on, tried to pass it to another, but it's comin on. I can't wait to find out, break me, I
can't seem to climb out of this hole. I'm stuck again, if I'm not out in a minute, I'm jumpin
in. Let's start again, I'm sick of this, let's just get it out. Are ya feelin it? Move back, ya
wanna feel how real it is? Let's just get it out. Are ya feelin it? Move back, ya wanna feel
how real it is?

Sometimes, I feel so alone, it feels like I'm standing out here on my own, and I've never felt
so far from home. It's coming on, it hits me when I step outside my zone. Cause sometimes, I
feel so alone, it feels like I'm standing out here on my own, and I've never felt so far from
home. It's coming on, it hits me when I step outside my zone.

I choose YOU!!!

I have a new name nga pala...

DEBISAUR



oh di ba parang Pokemon lang...
si orly ang may sala...
kamukha ko daw yung Pokemon na may sibuyas sa likod... hai.
at wala naman akong magawa...

si ate kiki naman tuwang tuwa sa bago kong name... hai ulet.

at mag-eevolve pa daw ako into
DEBISAURIA



kamusta naman yun...

hehe...

ano daw kasunod sabi ni teng...

oh teng eto na...




hai... tsk. buti na lang mahilig ako sa color green at blue...

:)

Monday, June 9, 2008

Quotable Quotes from Dramafest '08

June 2 - June 4, 2008 - Dramafest '08. Hotdog. Pepe. Coffee

Here are some quotable quotes from Dramafest '08 in ramdom order:

Tumatalon na Hotdog:
1. "I love you, daddy! you love me daddy!" - Sandra [anggoy]
2. "So, mahal mo na ganun?!" - Meann
3. "Hirayamanawari... hirayamanawari..." - Sandra [khaxoi]
4. "Maling male...!" - Tropa 1 [kuya tay]
5. "kasi naman... Dude!" - Charlie [marron]
6. "According to this book... I'm the dyosa!" - Polly [aki]
7. "Barag man o hinde... mahal na mahal kita Sandra..." - Blue
8. "Anak, pumapayat ka na... gumising ka na Sandra..." - Daddy [kuya Feb]
9. "Kung maganda ka, anong tawag sa'ken? Super ganda..." - Shiela [Nikka]
10. "Dubai plus English, more fun!" - Shiela [Nikka]

Pepe, Paano Ka:
1. "Magandang umaga sa inyo!" - Onit [Romary]
2. "Heller mga fifel! Magbigay daan sa mga dyosa..." - Andrea [Orly]
3. "Annie, anak, matulog ka na... *tooot*" - Onit [Romary]
4. "Eeiich, mga papa... tayo nang kumeme... doonchimas... sa bulaysung namen..." - Onit
5. "Tumahimik ka nga dyan! Baklang bisakol!" - Mark [Henry]
6. "IBALIK MO YAAAAANNN!!!!" - Annie Monster [Angie]
7. "Ang pangeeeett mo!!" - Tatlong Bakla [Orly, Toni, Jethro]
8. "Sir, it's Andrea... Duleng!" - Andrea [Orly]
9. "Opo nanay!" - Toni [Chrish]
10. "DVD daw! DVD daw!" - Onit [Romary]

Coffee, I miss you:
1. "This place is so barbaric!" - Amerie [France]
2. "My 1 Million Peso shoes ko!" - Amerie [France}
3. "Ano bang magmahalaga sa'yo? yang shoes mo o yung friend naten?" - Jethro
4. "Strawberry frappe!" - L.A. [Ruph]
5. "dirty bastard..." - L.A. [Kath}
6. "Alagaan mo yan, mayaman yan..." - [kamole]


to be continued... sorry naman...

10 random facts. tagged by bibi


10 super random facts about me..

Rules :
1. Each blogger starts with ten random facts/habits about himself/herself.
2. Bloggers tagged need to write ten things and post the rules.
3.At the end of the blog, you need to choose ten people you're going to tag and list their names.
4. Don't forget to comment to their site that they're tagged.

****************
FACT 1:
i am super emo... though i hate emo coz it's so gay... i am emo... at times. seem so strong but very, very fragile...
FACT 2:
i love gadgets... how i wish i can afford to have the latest and the coolest gadgets in town. 
FACT 3:
i love shoes... especially chucks. in fact, i have 5 pairs of different colors and styles. if only i have the bucks to get lots of 'em...
FACT 4:
i hate mayonnaise. i don't like mayos on sandwiches... it makes me puke...
FACT 5:
i love small group bondings. a group of 3 or 4 persons, enough to enjoy each other's company with no dull moments...
FACT 6:
i can sleep anywhere, anytime. i can even sleep while standing. minsan mantika ako matulog pag tinatamad... kung san ako abutin ng antok, dun ako makakatulog...
FACT 7:
i am nocturnal. i am more active at night. wala lang... mas productive ako sa gabi...
FACT 8:
i love surprises... i love surprising other people... :)
FACT 9:
i don't like drinking alcohol 'coz i lose myself whenever i do.
FACT 10:
i am OC, at times... obsessive compulsive... i like getting things done perfectly detailed... pero kung minsan, kung hindi talaga uubra, hindi na lang...



Reason for posting: nainggit lang ako kay bibi... pinagbigyan ko lang... :)

10 persons:
1. kring
2. bryan
3. kuya harhar
4. kuya gin pao
5. kuya tonix
6. greg
7. cancan
8. ate saki
9. orange
10. xylem

Bomo / Bosay Experience...

June 7, 2008, 7:30pm - just arrived at LRT2 Recto Station... antagal nila.
I got 3 conversations thru SMS - J. Sebastian, Nico dela Pena and Angelica Buri...
few more minutes, si jethro na katxt ko kase antagal nila.
inom muna ng ube macapuno juice pampalamig ng ulo...

almost 8pm na... antagal talaga nila.
nakapila na ko sa ticket booth...
"8 tickets po"
"ilan? para sa 8 na tao?"
"opo"
"... bilangin mo muna kung tama..."
"sige manong..."

haaayyy...
boredom..
nagpaikot-ikot muna ako sa LRT2 station...


at ayun!
nakita ko na rin sila...
10 pips:
Jethro, Ralph, Henry, Angie, Anggoy, Ate Kiki, Kuya Marco, Ate Saki, Orly, Kuya Ja mes...

Napagalaman na 1st time pala ni Anggoy at Angie sa LRT2...

Ansakit ng kagat ni Kuya Ja mes... bumakat sa kanang braso ko...
si Ate saki din nangagat... hehe... gumanti naman ako syempre...

haaayy...
mejo boring na yung byahe... the usual kase... asaran, kulitan...

June 7, 2008, approximately 10pm - Arrival at Bosay Resort

Ang city pala pag nasa bundok ka, ang gandang tignan... andaming ilaw. :)

so Bosay na nga...

lagpag ng gamit sa cottage... tas ayun... SURPRISE!
"HAPPY BIRTHDAY KUYA CY!!!"
teary-eyed na gulat na gulat si kuya cy...
(sana sa birthday ko ganun din... hihi)

presentation na ng video... teary - eyed pa din sya...

mahaba yung video. nakakagutom.
Buti na lang nalowbat yung laptop, at nakakain na din...

may mga speech pa at iba pang eksena...

ayun... may shanghai, fried chicken at menudong bumubula... pero okay naman yung menudo...

...

then here comes the NOMO moment...

after kumain, nag-intro sila ng NOMO... El Hombre Tequila...

lahat sila uminom... ako lang hinde... hahahaha!!!

swimming muna...

ansakit ng paa ko. tama ba naman kaseng iwanan ang tsinelas...


at may NOMO session ulet...

isa-isa na silang nagkakatama...

una kong napansin na may tama, ang punong ngipin...
halos lahat kinagat... kaya ayun... nung nagkaroon ng chance, may apat na gumanti...

si cancan nakarami din...

nagsimula ang batuhan... eto na... gumugulo na..

natatakot na ko kay cancan... biglang nanghhug...

tapos si anggoy... "kuya, may lawet, may lawet?" hala... hahahahaha!!!

ayan na...

scary... pero hindi pa naman panic mode...


the rest is for us to know and for you to find out...


hindi kase kayo sumama eh... hahaha!!!

LOLZ!

ipakwento nyo na lang saken ng personal...

yun eh kung nasa mood akong magkwento... hahahahaha!!! bhelat! :P

Globelines Broadband

Kewl!!!

wahahaha!!!
after 50 jurassic years! nakapaginternet na ako ulet!

Garabe... sobrang saya ko... haaayyy....

Monday, May 26, 2008

Hillsong United in Manila '08



It is not about the fame they've earned. neither the melody of the songs they played.
It is about the glory of God they share to every people who hears them worship the Saviour King.
It is about making a stand, reaching every creature to unite to praise the ONE TRUE GOD who loves us, died for our sin and death, and has risen.


One great experience. The joy I have felt seeing people hunger for more of Jesus. I was then shaking in tears upon entering the dome. Everyone raised their hands to worship Him in spirit.
Hope to see them again... :D

Saturday, May 17, 2008

Always be my baby

Always Be My Baby
performed by David Cook

We were as one babe
For a moment in time
And it seemed everlasting
That you would always be mine
Now you want to be free
So I'm letting you fly
‘Cause I know in my heart babe
Our love will never die
No

You’ll always be a part of me
I’m part of you indefinitely
Girl don’t you know you can’t escape me
Ooh darling ‘cause you’ll always be my baby
And we’ll linger on
Time can’t erase a feeling this strong
No way you’re ever gonna shake me
Oh darling, ‘cause you’ll always be my baby

I ain’t gonna cry no
And I won’t beg you to stay
If you’re determined to leave girl
I will not stand in your way
But inevitably, you’ll be back again
‘Cause you know in your heart babe
Our love will never end

You’ll always be a part of me
I’m part of you indefinitely
Girl don’t you know you can’t escape me
Ooh darling ‘cause you’ll always be my baby
And we’ll linger on
Time can’t erase a feeling this strong
No way you’re ever gonna shake me
Oh darling, ‘cause you’ll always be my baby

I know that you’ll be back girl
When your days and your nights get a little bit colder
I know that you’ll be right back baby
Oh baby believe me it’s only a matter of time

You’ll always be a part of me
I’m part of you indefinitely
Girl don’t you know you can’t escape me
Ooh darling ‘cause you’ll always be my baby
And we’ll linger on
Time can’t erase a feeling this strong
No way you’re ever gonna shake me
Oh darling, ‘cause you’ll always be my baby

Say it again by Marie Digby

The thing about love
Is i never saw it coming
It kinda crept up and took me by surprise
And now there’s a voice inside my heart that’s got me wondering
Is this true, i want to hear it one more time

Move in a little closer
Take it to a whisper
Just a little louder

Say it again for me
Cuz i love the way it feels when you are telling me that i’m
The only one who blows your mind
Say it again for me
It’s like the whole world stops to listen
When you tell me you’re in love
Say it again

Thing about you is you know just how to get me
You talk about us like there’s no end in sight
The thing about me is that i really want to let you
Open that door and walk into my life

Move in a little closer
Take it to a whisper
Just a little louder

Say it again for me
Cuz i love the way it feels when you are telling me that i’m
The only one who blows your mind
Say it again for me
It’s like the whole world stops to listen
When you tell me you’re in love

And it feels like it’s the first time
That anybody's ever brought the sun without the rain
And never in my whole life
Have I heard words as beautiful as when you say my name

Say it again for me
Cuz i love the way it feels when you are telling me that i’m
The only one who blows your mind
Say it again for me
It’s like the whole world stops to listen
When you tell me you’re in love
Say it again

When you tell me you’re in love…
Say it again


Wednesday, May 7, 2008

I am... Am I?!

~Deborah Lina Vega del Rosario~

 

You are balanced, orderly, and organized. You like your ducks in a row.
You are powerful and competent, especially in the workplace.
People can see you as stubborn and headstrong. You definitely have a dominant personality.

You are friendly, charming, and warm. You get along with almost everyone.
You work hard not to rock the boat. Your easy going attitude brings people together.
At times, you can be a little flaky and irresponsible. But for the important things, you pull it together.

You are full of energy. You are spirited and boisterous.
You are bold and daring. You are willing to do some pretty outrageous things.
Your high energy sometimes gets you in trouble. You can have a pretty bad temper at times.

You are well rounded, with a complete perspective on life.
You are solid and dependable. You are loyal, and people can count on you.
At times, you can be a bit too serious. You tend to put too much pressure on yourself.

You are wild, crazy, and a huge rebel. You're always up to something.
You have a ton of energy, and most people can't handle you. You're very intense.
You definitely are a handful, and you're likely to get in trouble. But your kind of trouble is a lot of fun.

You are usually the best at everything ... you strive for perfection. 
You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive. 
You have the classic "Type A" personality.

You are truly an original person. You have amazing ideas, and the power to carry them out.
Success comes rather easily for you... especially in business and academia.
Some people find you to be selfish and a bit overbearing. You're a strong person.

You are relaxed, chill, and very likely to go with the flow.
You are light hearted and accepting. You don't get worked up easily.
Well adjusted and incredibly happy, many people wonder what your secret to life is.

You tend to be pretty tightly wound. It's easy to get you excited... which can be a good or bad thing.
You have a lot of enthusiasm, but it fades rather quickly. You don't stick with any one thing for very long.
You have the drive to accomplish a lot in a short amount of time. Your biggest problem is making sure you finish the projects you start.

You are very intuitive and wise. You understand the world better than most people.
You also have a very active imagination. You often get carried away with your thoughts.
You are prone to a little paranoia and jealousy. You sometimes go overboard in interpreting signals.

You are very hyper. You never slow down, even when it's killing you.
You're the type of person who can be a workaholic during the day... and still have the energy to party all night.
Your energy is definitely a magnet for those around you. People are addicted to your vibe.

You are deeply philosophical and thoughtful. You tend to analyze every aspect of your life.
You are intuitive, brilliant, and quite introverted. You value your time alone.
Often times, you are grumpy with other people. You don't appreciate them trying to interfere in your affairs.

You are the total package - suave, sexy, smart, and strong.
You have the whole world under your spell, and you can influence almost everyone you know.

You don't always resist your urges to crush the weak. Just remember, they don't have as much going for them as you do.

~~ maniwala kayo...

hahahahahaha!!! joke time talaga yan... Azar! kala ko totoo na. yun pala nirambol-rambol lang yung mga paragraph. tsk. try nyo icheck yung sa name nyo... ganun din nakalagay... tsk. na-fool aku dun ah...

What's your name's hidden meaning...

Click nyo lang yung link... try nyo...


Busy...

Nakakapagod. Sobra.

School. Theater. Ministry. Music. Family and Friends.

Haaaaaayyyyy.... pano pag sabay-sabay silang humingi ng oras mula sa'kin? and to think, I only have 23 hours 59 minutes and 59 seconds to live for a day!!!

As of now, kaya ko pa naman... with 3 hours of sleep.

TIME MANAGEMENT!

parang andali lang magmanage ng time noh?

hay, basta. Hangga't kaya pa, go lang ng go!

hehe... pero busy talaga ako... wala na nga akong oras para sa sarili ko eh. uhmm, naliligo pa naman ako at nagtotoothbrush... wag lang talaga akong mapressure ng husto...

Good luck na lang sa'ken...

Wednesday, April 30, 2008

Langit Sa iyong Tabi - Palos OST

Nais kong marinig ang tinig mong kay tamis
sa gitna ng gulo at panganib
Galit sa puso ko'y napapawi pag gumuhit sa isip
ang 'yong mukhang tulad ng langit
puno ng pagibig, langit dito sa'yong tabi

Dating umagang makulimlim ngayo'y may sikat ng araw
mong may pag-asa
Sana'y di maihip ng hangin ang dala mong liwanag
sa aking mundong kay lupit
balot sa dilim, langit dito sa'yong tabi

la la la la la la la
la la la la la la

Landas ng aking nakaraan pilit ko nang kalimutan
Langit at lupa ay nagsanib, abot ko ang mga bituin
sa langit, ikaw ang pag-ibig
oh langit dito sa'yong tabi
langit, ikaw ang pag-ibig
oh langit, langit sa'yong tabi

la la la la la la la
langit, langit sa'yong tabi

Tuesday, April 1, 2008

liar...

"Mas matatanggap ko pang tawagin mo akong sinungaling kesa maging sinungaling sa sarili ko at sabihing hindi kita mahal."

- words of a Filipino lover in state of martyrdom

In English,
"Call me liar when 'I love you'

Isn't it difficult to know that whatever sweet things you say to your beloved he/she thinks they are only sweet lies? that no matter how you express the love you have for that person he/she never believes?

It's like losing the right to live, love and be happy... like waking up from a fairy tale dream you wish to be real.

Tuesday, March 25, 2008

Just for today

I received this text message from a friend about a month or two ago...

Just for today.
Decide to be happy,
to live with what is yours.
If you can't have what you want,
maybe you can like what you have.

Just for today.
Decide to be kind.
Be cheerful. Be agreeable.
Be understanding.
Be your best. Dress your best.
Talk softly.
Look for the bright side of things.
Praise people instead of criticizing them.

Just for today.
Try it.
After all, it's just for a day.
Who knows?
You might like it and do it again tomorrow.


:)

So I want to earn and live...

Recently, I am having a hard time in budgeting our finances since I study in an expensive engineering school. It's really hard specially during the enrollment period.
The institute where I'm in is very fast-paced, so there are a lot of pressures not only in the program I am taking up but also in the economic side of our living.

I am taking up Electronics Engineering in Mapua Institute of Technology. I am in my third year.
My parents are not getting any younger, so I want to earn my own money as early as now.

I've heard that more and more people are getting hooked into blogging, and they actually earn a lot through it. And so I tried it, and hopefully attain my goals through PayperPost. :)

 
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